Unconditional Love

I realize that I cannot know what is best for you although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I've not been where you have been, viewing life from that angle you have, I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom, or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need.

I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgment from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do, in this place where I am. I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment.

I make no judgment of this for if I were to deny your right to evolution, then I would deny that right to myself and all others. To those who would choose a way I cannot walk, whilst I may not choose to add my power and my energy to this way, I will never deny you the gift of love that God has bestowed within me for all creation, as I love you so I shall be loved; as I sow, so I shall reap.

I allow you the universal right of free will to walk your own path, creating steps or to sit a while if that is what is right for you. I will make no judgment of these steps, whether they are large or small, nor light or heavy or that they lead up or down, for this is just my viewpoint. I see you do nothing and might judge it to be unworthy. And yet, it may be that you bring great healing as you stand blessed by the light of God.

She still lights my fire

After so many years, just thinking about my first love seems to send my hearts a-flutter. What is it about first love that grips my imaginations, even five, ten, twenty years past the fact? Whatever the cause and whoever it was, the one i first loved seems to be a permanent part of my consciousness. I can't forget her -- and who would want to?

"Oh yes, I remember my first love -- like it was only yesterday," I say. "It has been so many years, but I still remember what she looked like and how much I love her.

"I am passionate about everything -- loving everyone, fighting with each other, even passionate when i was trying to hurt her,". "I still think about her although I'm very much in love and completely happy. I saw her [my first love] several years ago, with her sister. I looked at her and she looked at me and it was sweet for a moment. I hadn't seen her for a while; it was nice to see she's happy, too."